I was afraid of being a medium. I was fearful of my intuition, the things I felt, and the fact that I was possibly a crazy person.
When you're a strong and unmanaged intuitive, your gifts can feel more like a curse than a blessing!
Throughout my life, my dreams were petrifying. No really, I had sleep paralysis from "energetic vampires!" In my waking hours, I constantly felt watched, listened to, stood over, and more. Even when home alone, I would hear noises, music, and voices.
Talk about overwhelming!
The older I got, the better I got at ignoring it (or so I thought).
My intuition scared me because I didn't know what it was. I didn't know if ghosts were real or if I was crazy. I didn't understand why I had such vivid dreams, and others didn't.
I didn't understand why I was obsessed with scary movies, psychics, and creepy stories. It wasn't for the entertainment, but something drew me to them!
Combine all this and the constant feeling of anxiety that comes with unmanaged intuitive gifts, and you've got yourself a pretty good recipe for depression!
You're not alone; mediumship, giving readings, intuitive hits - all of it can be scary when you don't know what you're doing or dealing with!
Here's what I can promise you when you get a grip on it - when you learn to manage it - when you control it, and it doesn't control you - it is THE MOST MAGICAL EXPERIENCE THIS LIFE HAS TO OFFER!
Synchronicities happen, life flows, you love deeper, you trust more, you're simply guided, and you know you're not alone.
So, listen to this episode and find out why you're afraid of stepping into all that you are!
Don't forget, I have a course that will help even seasoned psychic mediums overcome fear and adopt practices that will preserve their energy and keep them connected only to who they WANT to connect to during readings!
The Intuitive Development Course is for beginners to seasoned practitioners! The MEdiumship Diving Deeper Course teaches you to give safe and accurate readings and should be taken AFTER the Intuitive Development Course!
